If I had 1 word to describe my life which one would I choose? "Fucked". This all started when I was talking to Ven that day... I wanted to place a hit on Ness. It wasn't tryin' to kill Ness though... It was an attempt to start a friendship with him. It was all planned out... Ven gets payed money for hit, I go to the place where the hit occurs, save Ness, then explain how this was all to become his friends and then we all have a good laugh about it in the future... If only it went that way. Now Ness is missing and everybody claims he's dead and the murderer is Ven. I don't believe it. I don't want to. So with me not being able to cope in this